If… If they disband before I ever get to see them…
I’m pretty sure I’ll be crying for days.
They are such an inspiration to me. And the fact that they’ve been together so long, and are looking a bit more tired at recent lives…
It’s scaring me.
I love them so much, and I’m so thankful for everything they’ve given me. I know I’ve said it thousands of times, but Miseinen will always make me cry. It was the first time in life when I truly didn’t feel like I was the only one.
If or when they do disband, I won’t blame them. I won’t be angry. I’ll cry and scream and probably throw quite the little bitch fit, but I won’t blame them. Because I understand what it’s like to be with the same people for so long, playing show after show. Eventually, differences in personality and musical taste become too much.
I just hope I can see them live once. Even if that means flying to Japan.
Hell. If they ever announce a final tour, I’m fucking going. I’ll sell my whole lot of lolita and h.NAOTO clothes before I miss seeing them live. I’d rather be there in old jeans and a t-shirt than not be there at all.
… So… This rant was supposed to be a short post, but… Obviously I got a little carried away. It’s just so hard when a band means this much to you, and you know there’s a good chance you will never see them live.
And a note for the fans that might read this, no, they have not announced a hiatus or that they’re breaking up. Everything seems normal, and it appears they’re going to work on another album this year. It’s just this frightening thought I’ve had for quite some time.
